I KNOW! That's what had me freaking out! The fall semester starts at the end of August! I honestly don't think I have the money to make it that far, even if you AREN'T counting summer tuition and fall tuition deposit. So I'm hoping that I can get a summer school type loan, which will come through sooner. Yes, my parents will help if I need it, but I REALLY don't like asking them for money. It's one thing if my dad slips me some randomly, but I always feel like shit when I have to ask for it. And he knows that and understands, and I know that he knows, but I still feel bad. Sort of failure-y. And really really spoiled.
I can't wait to do so tonight!
I don't want to spoil you, so I'll just say that IT'S REALLY GOOD!
As a bright spot yesterday, I did get my Spring grades back, and I did really well again. :-D!!! I had to call my parents about that too. :-D And we all did a little dance.
Now I have to get ready to leave the house. I don't actually want to, but it's not bad once I get going... Two hours of work and then 4 hours of class and then I get to come home (and clean some more :-D). All in all, not TOO stressful of a day, as long as nothing pops up out of nowhere to freak me out... :-)
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I KNOW! That's what had me freaking out! The fall semester starts at the end of August! I honestly don't think I have the money to make it that far, even if you AREN'T counting summer tuition and fall tuition deposit. So I'm hoping that I can get a summer school type loan, which will come through sooner. Yes, my parents will help if I need it, but I REALLY don't like asking them for money. It's one thing if my dad slips me some randomly, but I always feel like shit when I have to ask for it. And he knows that and understands, and I know that he knows, but I still feel bad. Sort of failure-y. And really really spoiled.
I can't wait to do so tonight!
I don't want to spoil you, so I'll just say that IT'S REALLY GOOD!
As a bright spot yesterday, I did get my Spring grades back, and I did really well again. :-D!!! I had to call my parents about that too. :-D And we all did a little dance.
Now I have to get ready to leave the house. I don't actually want to, but it's not bad once I get going... Two hours of work and then 4 hours of class and then I get to come home (and clean some more :-D). All in all, not TOO stressful of a day, as long as nothing pops up out of nowhere to freak me out... :-)